I think it absolutely sucks that I don’t know what to get Brian for his birthday. It isn’t because he already has everything, it’s because I simply just don’t know my own brother.
I’ve reached out to him multiple times, and he only comes to me when he needs to bitch about the parentals.
It stings quite a bit to know that he didn’t want to hang out all day with me and Lizzie at Disneyland. I guess, we’re just too.. I don’t know, far apart in age? Too disconnected? Whatever it is, I know the reason why I visit home is so that I can see him, but he doesn’t even take the time out to kick it with me. I see Lizzie and her whole family, the kind of bond they have, and I think well, what do I have?